It's been a coon's age since I've updated here. At least it feels like it. The weather is changing, and that's good. (and bad) I wish there was some consistancy to the changes. I feel like my head may very well explode. Is it simply the pressure changes? Or are the thoughts floating around, banging together, and against my head too? Perhaps.
A life lived in the quiet of the cave. I simply sit waiting for whatever it is, that will happen to me, to happen. A terrible way to exist.
A life worth living, exploring, finding, and searching.
Time ticking away. In the same way that something once happened here... something will happen here again. in years from now, robots will walk where I sit.
I will own a house, raise a family.
something will happen here. Something big, something small.
Exhaustion, is simple.
My life is simple too:
I'm working as much as I can to get some money saved. I've been spending LESS money than I normally would, on less friviolous things, in order to keep saving. I'm not doing well at the SAVING part, but I am making progress.
I'm totally excited, freaking out, scarrified, and stoked for upcoming surgery.
i've hit a little road block with the weightloss, and find myself eating emotionally for the time being. Monday is quickly approaching, and I'm hoping to remedy that problem.
Midnights is going well for me, the way that life seems to move quicker helps.
I think something good is happening... I'm not quite ready to let her all the way in, but I feel like I COULD be soon...
Addicted to True Blood, gah! But enjoyed spending Friday night watching it with her.
Everything happens for a reason. and though there is a lot of uncertainty in my world right now, what I do know is this: I will be okay, everything will work out the way it's supposed to, and I am loved.
~Al
